am going to kick myself in the ass alright...came here got myself an account and now guess what you're right!!! i'm back to writing in it again after say...hmmm 2 freaking months...way to go vicky way to go....
sigh but i'm back and hopefully i treat you with a little more care from now on yup...i havent thought of the title for my sequel of mirage yet...ira met this guy...italian...getting interested thought so... italian yummy and has a great sense of taste when it comes to shoes...if i were her( ira i mean) i would have him down the aisle and slipping a ring(non- diamond) on the second last finger of my left hand before he learnt how to pronounce my name with an indian accent rather than an italian one(pssssst tried it in italian didnt do my name no justice)....
so what interesting so far in my life...wow where do i even start...for once my confidence is back...i walk around everyday with this little made up face...trying to act as if everything is okay loving my life as it is trying to make people think i am at total ease...after all this years that face has shall i say finally become a reality...you know what...i finally am happy with where i am what i am doing and am ready for more...is it the change of the people around me or was it more like i needed to see some more of the world before i realized that what i have is enough....
that left me with the question...
are we really satisfied with what we are...well my economics teacher will have my neck for this...because in economics and in real life people are never satisfied...but i beg to differ on this...coz satisfaction is there... if not for long then for that few seconds after you put spoon of vanilla chocolate chip ice-cream you have been craving the whole week... you put that spoon in your mouth close your eyes to fully engulf yourself in its taste and then your eyes and sigh up tot the heavens with you taste buds humming in delight...that few seconds world is satisfaction at its finest...then u suddenly remembered you forgot to ask for your ice-cream to be placed on a cone rather than the cup you got and pout a bit before moving on and letting your thoughts wonder to the various avenues they usually do...so people...or whoever gets to read this...enjoy those moments cause they are rare and often you dont even realize them...but what i think in you will be happier if you do take note of them...give yourself that little bit more happiness and sense of achievement yup in this world that rarely gets satisfied
cheerios